Okay i know i'm way late but my computer crashed soooo.I was at the water park on my little vacation, eating nachos and curly (stupid jumbo size)when i saw this super SMEXY guy.I stared at him for i don't know how long.He was so fine.My family and started teasing about saying they were gonna go talk to him anyway.I hate i didn't have my glasses cause i have to get real close and geuss what.This dude looked just like Itachi Uchiha!He even had the lines.The only difference was smiling.I just wanted to let you know.HAPPY 4TH OF JULY EVERYBODY!

Been listening to a lot of linken park lately to go with this story i'm reading.

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What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself [myself]

[x2]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can’t rely on myself

[Chorus:]
I can’t hold on
To what I want when I’m stretched so thin
It’s all too much to take in
I can’t hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in

If I
Turn my back I’m defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they’ll
Take from me ‘till everything is gone
If I let them go I’ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun
If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I’ll be buried in the silence of the answer
by myself [myself]

[x2]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can’t rely on myself

[Chorus]

How do you think I’ve lost so much
I'm so afraid that I'm out of touch
How do you expect... I will know what to do
When all I know Is what you tell me to

[x2]
Don’t you know
I can’t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can’t seem to convince myself why
I’m stuck on the outside


Also these songs:

Broken-Hearted Girl-Beyonce

I get so weak-SWV

He wasn't man enough-Toni Braxton(in my head.)

Love Game-Lady Gaga

A lotta Linkin Park songs.